Ryn,
I pray to the Host that you will drop your stubbornness, gather your belongings, and finally leave before it's too late. Come to Brynn, both Osbert and Gee are already waiting for you. You'll have a roof over your head, and there's plenty of work you can do. Sure, you'll have to join the Guild, but doing so beats being dead, no?
If you don't care about your own life, think about your family. If you wait until those brigands actually show up on your doorstep, you'll have to abandon everything you own and run for your life. Stop playing with fire.
Godwin